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Hope in Houston

We’re definitely not in Kentucky anymore, Bubba.  There is no fall weather, at least not that we can tell yet.  No leaves changing color.  No die-hard Cats fans talking about how they can’t wait for basketball season to start. There…
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I am Mutant #56

Have you ever had one of those days when you wonder why you ever doubted God’s presence in your life?  Well, we did yesterday.  After weeks of uncertainty, everything fell in place. We left the hotel about 11 am.  The…
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What Might Have Been

I wasn’t born in Texas, but I got here as fast as I could.  In our case, that was two days.  Friday came last week and we still did not have insurance approval, but we decided to step out on…
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Holding Patterns

We have been waiting now for nearly a week to receive approval from my insurance to continue treatment at MD Anderson.  The hospital will not schedule an appointment until they receive insurance approval, so we continue to be in a…
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Choices

“Everyone here was really disappointed by the news.” That’s what my hematologist said after discussing treatment options with us since the leukemia has relapsed. He genuinely meant it, and I appreciated it. I could have made a sarcastic remark, but…
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My Afflictions are Eclipsed by Glory

The cancer is back. We got the results of last week’s bone marrow biopsy yesterday on the eve of my admission to begin the transplant. It’s been a rough twenty-four hours. We have experienced a flood of emotions, but have…
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Time to Jump

It’s been ten years since I jumped out of an airplane, but I’ll never forget it.  The first two weeks of training at the US Army Airborne School are spent on the ground and in towers.  Soldiers jump from four-foot…
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Abrie Sings the 80s

I proudly confess that I have recently listened to songs by Milli Vanilli and Fine Young Cannibals. In fact, my 80s playlist on Spotify has gotten a lot of airtime.  And it’s not just me that enjoys it, either.  Abrie…
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Am I Worth It?

“Am I worth it?” I asked, only half-joking, as I looked over at Christi. She was standing over the kitchen sink, cleaning up the mess from making yet another protein smoothie to help me gain some weight. She has been…
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You Cannot Steal My Joy

I can’t begin to explain the flood of emotions last week when Christi and I got the news that my bone marrow biopsy was negative, meaning no leukemia was detected in my marrow. The moments after I hung up the…
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