faith

Promises

I never would have thought it would be so hard.  I hadn’t even met him.  I didn’t know who he looked like—Christi or me—as if that mattered, or whose personality he would take.  I had thought about hiking and playing…
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Side Effects

I should have read the fine print when I signed up for cancer.  They sure didn’t tell me about all the stuff that might happen during the course of battling this disease.  Sure, I was warned about some of the…
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Why Jesus?

Walking through the halls of MD Anderson is a multicultural experience.  There are patients and doctors from all over the world.  On busy days there exists a steady cacophony of various languages interspersed with medical jargon. It is impossible not…
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Mountain View

I used to love hiking as a young man.  I had ample opportunity in the Boy Scouts and looked forward to every chance to take to the mountains.  My favorite event was the annual 20-mile trip along the Mischa Mokwa…
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Overwhelmed

Have you ever been exhausted from receiving good news?  Me either, until yesterday. My day started at 5 am.  I had an early appointment at the hospital and needed to catch the shuttle by seven.  I’m not sleeping well, anyway,…
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Great Expectations?

To borrow a quote from another Dickens’ novel, “It was the best of times, it was the worst of times…”1   He was writing about the period leading up to the French Revolution, but I might well describe this time in…
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There is a Reason

I remember sitting in my office after working out, just a few months after my Dad passed away from lung cancer.  The last year had been rough.  I had been home from Iraq less than a year when Christi and I…
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Another Detour

What started as a seemingly harmless cough over the weekend now has me admitted back into the hospital.  During my scheduled visit on Monday, the biggest concern was a growing skin rash that is attributed to GVHD.  I did mention…
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Cautious Optimism

If I had been given the chance to write my own leukemia story, I don’t think I could have scripted a better narrative about the three weeks since the transplant.  I might have stretched a little and wrote a story…
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Paroled

I got out of the hospital about noon last Wednesday, February 5, 2014.  I was in exactly three weeks, including only two weeks post-transplant.  This is such an incredible blessing since I was told to expect to be in four…
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